The Integrated Man

iscover the Freedom of Wholeness.

Derrick Maddox built an empire teaching gay men to reclaim masculinity-discipline, dominance, respect. But when a return to Los Angeles threatens to expose his forgotten past as the unapologetically outrageous Dirty Divine, the man behind the movement faces a reckoning.

The Integrated Man dives deep into the heart of identity, shame, and personal truth. It's a bold, honest journey through the collision of strength and softness, pride and vulnerability, success and authenticity.

B. Alan Bourgeois delivers a gripping exploration of modern gay masculinity, confronting the dangerous allure of personal rebranding at the expense of one's full self. This isn't just a story of survival-it's a story of reintegration, of learning to be whole again.

If you've ever wrestled with the labels society places on you-or the ones you place on yourself-this book will challenge, inspire, and liberate you.

Masculine. Feminine. Powerful. Flawed. All of it belongs.