The Inside-Out

What if the voices in your head aren't a sign of madness, but the key to understanding who you really are?

For fifty-seven years, John Michael has been having conversations with an invisible friend. At eight, hiding under a school staircase, he also created Alex Quentin - a confident alter ego who promised to handle everything the real him was too scared to face.

One voice whispered love and truth. The other shouted about achievement and proving worth through worldly success. Guess which one he chose to follow most often?

This brutally honest memoir traces a journey from a wounded six-year-old watching his parents drive away without him, to a sixty-three-year-old finally learning the difference between unconditional love and performance-based living.

From boarding school beatings to business success, from heart attacks to spiritual awakening, from religious trauma to authentic faith. This is the story of a man who spent decades performing as someone else, only to discover his invisible friend was real all along.

Written with unflinching honesty and surprising humour, "The Inside-Out" is for soul-hungry misfits, church-hurt believers, and anyone exhausted from trying to earn love they already possess. It's for those who suspect they might have their own invisible friends - and wonder which voice they should be listening to.

Your story isn't over. Your invisible friend is real. And the conversation you've been avoiding might be the one that sets you free.