Tainted Desires

Tainted Desires is a story about craving connection in a world that punishes need.

Ollie's always been different. His ADHD makes him impulsive, sensitive, and wired for intensity. He suckles for comfort, craves structure he can't create alone, and aches for a kind of care that borders on control. Most people don't understand him. Some walk away. Others just want to fix him.

When a potential relationship falls apart, Ollie spirals-but he doesn't shut down. He sets his sights on someone older, emotionally guarded, and dominant in ways Ollie can't stop wanting. Their dynamic isn't safe. It's messy, uneven, and laced with power Ollie doesn't know how to navigate. But he's done pretending to be less. He wants to be held the way he needs-even if it hurts.

Tainted Desires is a raw, kink-forward exploration of neurodivergent longing, emotional obsession, and the fragile line between comfort and control. For readers who crave messy hearts, sensory vulnerability, and power dynamics that bite.