Never

Julius was holding Sasha in his arms and wondering what the hell he had done. On every level Julius had known it was wrong. Wrong to love her. Wrong to have her. Sasha needed time. Time to live. Time to heal. She was young. Much younger than him. Never should have given in to the temptation. Julius had to deal with his past before he could think of a future with Sasha. He had spent a lifetime with Jerrica. She had destroyed their relationship with drugs and other men. When she needed him though he couldn't turn his back on her. He prayed Sasha would understand. He could only hope that Sasha would wait for him until Jerrica was well. Never should have given in to the passion. Sasha could feel her life changing with every second the paramedics worked on Jerrica. She had seen the sorrow in Julius's face. She knew it didn't mean that he didn't love her. What had happened between them was too special. Too intense to not be real, their happiness was shorter lived than even Sasha had anticipated. Her heart was broken. Never should have fallen in love. Fate and the family bring them back together. Sasha has a secret. The more people who know the greater the risk Julius will find out. Trouble seems to follow them, preventing them from finding their happiness. Trouble and Jerrica. Never give up on each other.