Mentally Clumsy

After 20 some odd years of imprisonment with only a number to originate him, embracing a stress-lead, low self-esteem, emotionally imbalanced life that warranted very little, this writer tended to fantasize about some of the things that society screams are not available to him. The writer found an outlet. Jotting his thoughts down onto paper was his outlet. Through this outlet, mentally he became hands-on with whatever those things may have been. He learned that these desired thought processes can be tamed or arrest through his writings, so he used his writings as that outlet to sustain his mental and emotional wholesome. The writer learned that to balance his emotions will have to begin from within. This was something that can not be determined or defined by others. The more he wrote, the better it worked for him. All it took was a hello, and his mentally clumsy thoughts usually whispered that the hands-off were now hands-on. So from 0-100 his thoughts and feelings became valid and were full throttle in fantasy. With that being said; Enjoy the read.....