Falling

For one that falls. From the time I awoke with no memory of myself before or ... whatever. I just awoke. Everything was strange. Felt strange. Felt.... Oh crap I have no memory of anything. My name, my age of where I am or where I was. But I feel safe. I feel warm and that I will be taken care of so why, why am I trying to leave? Wanting to leave? Am I so stupid that I even want to leave? I know that I am a girl. A female. I have all the parts. How do I explain that something is missing when I don't know what is missing? How do I explain that I feel warm, safe and that I want to be here when I don't know your language? I 'talk' with my gestures, with my eyes and ... with my lips. Then there is the rage. How do I explain it? I strike out and find that I (even though I don't understand it) that I can harm another. I do not want to harm him...... I love him. Will he understand that? Will he trust me? Will I be able to protect him when 'they' find me and I do know that someone (something) is coming. I just wish I knew what.