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Why did she have to kiss me?I shouldn't have wanted it. Shouldn't have liked it.It ruined everything.Now she's gone, and I'm all alone. I miss her more than I care to admit.To make matters worse, I present as the one thing my parents despise-an Omega.They disowned me, calling me vial and worthless. Destined to be a wh*re.With nowhere else to go, I spent years at an Omega center.Now, it's time for me to go to Calling Wood.I'm supposed to meet my pack, and get my happily ever after.But I'm terrified. Growing up I was taught to believe being an omega was a pointless orientation .With the help of my new friend Maya, I start to believe that maybe being an Omega isn't as bad as I was told it was.It doesn't hurt that there are two Alphas who are beginning to win over my heart and are determined to show me everything I'm missing.